I saw an old friend
I said how've you been?
He chose the awkward path
and actually told me:
He said I'm suffering man,
I've really been in it as of late,
I need spirituality in my life
But all the churches are closed.
So he walked outside
To commune with nature
But it was too cold,
And so that night
he read a book
Of religious riddles
And mythic prose
And wisdom poems
Then one on exploration
Thru Appalachia
To map the misted mountains
And draw the constellations,
With nothing but a loaf of bread
And a pound of tea
And a notebook to catch it all.
He skimmed the words
But got the gist,
and fell asleep
In morning clothes.
I said what’s next? Off to confession?
He laughed, meekly,
Then we shook hands
And passed each other
On the stair.
I have too often violated this unwritten rule. As they text: "TMI." Glib utterance disguising
a need to scoot by in your self-absorbtion. As you describe, the resulting dialogue can bewilder
and befuddle ...provoking fear/flight/melancholia. Hard to let it just go by when the other's
bathos intrudes on your own and shades your own anxieties. Our humanity can be so raw
and so near as our horizon is theirs as well ...we are all so mortal.
Yeah, I know, i am lugubrious. if you ask... so you know how to respond next time.